continued here.. I didnt write so much in one post cuz it bores readers including me and my brother was crying"entertaiment" to me while lying on the floor.My brother is one of the most attentive and bouncy kid i know but he is annoying when he is bored. ( He' s oso a sport as he lets me write stuff bout him hehe stuff heheheheha)
Ok back to my theme, one of the reasons I didnt blog about my freedom, mixed with boredom (I felt lacking and bored cuz 4 two years most of my time was spent studying), was that I fell very sick. I defined 'very sick' as having crazy thoughts roll in my skull and fever induced insomnia. I couldnt sleep the entire day and night after the last secondary Chemistry test i'll ever take and it did not felt any better.
Sometime in my life when I'm darn bored i wish i had a fever just to have the over-warming feeling hehe, weird huh. I tell u now, I do not want to be sick anymore and i'll try to have girls hygiene awareness and self control. That illness really taught me bout a few things and i mean it was burnt into my head by the fever
- Always thank the Lord 4 your health and never take it 4 granted or overexert it... NEVER!!! Here feverish proof. I was sick due to a sore throat that caused a fever and headaches when I cough. The reason the Lord showed me during my recovery period was sometimes i overdo stuff when deep down inside i know i should stop. During and after the Chemistry paper, I felt happy but not overjoyed(weird..) and i was slightly feverish. My adrenal glands was straining to keep me healthy looking. I let my body down as i ate disgusting Mcdonalds and salty fries plus i ran out of water and can't touch cold soft drinks.See my point..
- You reap what you sow and God makes sure that happens. I was very satisfied with my SPM effort and hope 4 the best, so i reap good as i sowed hardwork. But my carelessness towards the needs of my body cost me dearly not just my sanity.I couldnt watch the movies I wanted watch (in my blurred conscience i realised transformers was JUNK! and it was baseless and filled with deceiving pleasure like Mcdonalds), I couldnt go to Viveks pArTy and PARTY and blah blah with buddies, I couldnt play badminton with buddies the morning after the SPM, and I went to see the doctor which i havent seen in 10 months. I have a ultraman teenage body and i let burn with a fever and sore throat. I reap consicuances as i sowed neglect. Right right now i realised life and God was fair that time, big wide smile on me
- God does care and plans 4 your good whether you believed it or not. When we are in trouble like being sick, we always tend to blame God and our circumstances. I know i did. The bible says he will never ever,under whatever circumstances or human opinion leave those who trust in him whether big or small trust, nor forsake them, and bring us to green pastures. Here's something I just noticed, to get to green pastures you sometimes need to go through obstacles. My sickness taught me life lessons and prepared my worn out exam-ed body for the most life changing experience so far, God touching and speaking to me in the Grace Youth Camp 2009. He did it in the most unusual way. I taught i would cry when God touched me till my eyes was red as a rambutan.I did but only once. The next 2 days out of the 4, I was happy and smiling without tears not just when He touched me again but 4 others who were crying. I also smiled when He impressed on my heart His occupation 4 me. See, God heals, cares, touches, loves, lifts up, teaches, encourages, bless, helps, listen and speaks if just just let him...
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