Arghh.. The tension !!

As i sat down at my place i felt a sense of nervousness.With SMK Sri Andalas students making tons of noise outside, I took my pencil and started to sketch a circle...

My hand started to shake, palm starting to sweat, heart rate incresing..Dear Lord, please help me to relax so i can get this art competition over..

I, Yee Ai, Thava, a wonderful friend i made during this event, and a 2 charming indian girls were enrolled in an art carnival at SMK Sri Andalas, near my school. Instead of clowns performing, there was competitions & art sculptures, Instead of theme rides, there was fun activities and workshops like batik design, pottery, and face drawers, So much to see, so little time..

I & Yee Ai took part in a drawing competition with around 30 others..She choose to draw an old abandon house in a bright and charming jungle, along with bamboos, with herself looking at the house.Chrisp bright sunlight beamed through. I draw a warzone in Israel, trying very hard to capture the sense of loss and the struggle to survive.  

And the Oscars goes to Yee Ai, CONGRADULATIONS !!,and i surprisngly won 2nd place. I felt on top of the world when i went to collect my award. I couldnt believe i won something..I felt so alive with a rosy feeling u cant explain.. And as the time came to hand in my drawing, I instead got back a fun, wonderful, and pleasant day and year. 

YIP PII...=D

Pengawas Camp 2009

Final Day at last..

I saw that we had woken up rather late 2day, around 7 30am, compared to 4 am yesterday. That night i slept very well. I then realised how important sleep is 2 us. My leg was aching 4 2 days straight and every step took a lot of effort. But after just one night of sleep, my legs felt less sore and painful. I love sleep hehe..

We did the same thing as b4 and the food was no better, sigh..I thought 2day would be another tiring and @#$%$# day,with the jungle trek to a waterfall, no running water 4 a shower which i desperatly need.., and a few more complains, but this day would be made memorable by a certain someone, i wont tell so ull have to wait hehe...

As we set up 4 the trek, i wondered how long it would be.. The comanders said we will only climb 5 hills only, thats not very long.. As we started the journey, i tried to keep track of progress. Hill num 1, not so bad a bit steep though, check. Hill 2, puff puff check. Hill 3, whhhaaat!!, i thought we passed the 4th one already, check... Hill 4, oh i givee uupp.. hill 5, i never thought i could speak such flowery words hehe..check. Mountain 1, What the @#$%$#.. u never said there was a mountain !!!check CHECK CHECK! My swimmer friend Chow Kuan, wasnt even sweating !! Amazing.. He must be really fit..I felt so small and weak,even the comanders were amazed.. 

At long last, the waterfall. It was more of a water flow than waterfalling.. There was a long rock wall with water flowing at an angle downwards, a bit dissapointed.. But the water was just the same as the river, nice, cooling, relaxing as it flowed aganist ur back and dirty, full of sweat..The decsend back was more tiring cuz once u rested after a long exercise, u wont feel recharge, instead u ll fell like just lying there and giving up..soo tired.. When we arrived at the camp, shoes filled with sand, it was already afternoon and they finally let us wash up and get ready to leave, YAHOO.. i quickly ate and went to bath. Some still wanted to bath in the urine and sweat filled river, How strange..

The trip home was more quiet cuz all were poop out and so was i..And i still have to walk back cuz i live near the school. I wondered how i would be greeted by my family and especially my dog.. Sigh, my family will make a feast for me but my dog that i walk & feed almost everyday, would just sniff me or just lie there, bored. Thats what he usually does when i came back from school or tuition. sigh..But my dog Tyson will be that special someone who will brighten up my day and make it very memorable, SURPRISE

When i reached home i saw my brother Marcus and mom picking down the cloths, they gave me a smile and ask many questions, that made me realised how blessed i am. But i was dreading the moment when my dog would unlovingly come up and boringly sniff me. As the door open and i walked in, I saw Tyson coming quite fast at me and started to vigorously sniff me, trying to decide y i have so many wonderful smells. Then he started lifting up his 2 front legs,trying to reach something on me. So i said happily: "come boy, come poochie boy"Tyson then immediatly stood and grap on to my stomach, looking at me panting and smilling,saying" Master, where have u been, I really missed u.." He tried to lick my face but i gave a stern "no". he went down and instead tried to hold on to my leg.. Its as though he cant get enough of me hehe..He did that again and held on 4 a gud 10 sec.I gave him a gud belly and face rub, which sends him hopping with joy.Still panting and smilling, he followed me to the door and i gave him another gud rub. I saw in his eyes that he was enjoying this moment as much as i did.I felt as though i could go through the camp just to relive this moment hahe..=) and as i end this beautiful chapter of my life, i can confidently say that " Tyson, u r truly man's best friend..."

THE END 

Pengawas Camp 2009

DAY 2

As I woke up the next morning, back aching, covered with road sand but thank God wasnt bitten by mosquitos, I felt as though i was in a very bad dream, but this is real.. Sigh.. another backbreaking day of 'fun' adventure. (3

I felt like a zombie who only got less than 2 hours of sleep. I think if i hadnt slept with megga and navin i would freeze. Because as i walked to the toilet to wash not bath, the 4am cold dark air was biting all over my body. I think i lost weigh just trying to keep warm heha..

I hardly remember what they told us at the meeting at 6am. The only thing i remebered was me, curling up in a ball while trying to get some sleep while sitting. Shieh Sen,a smart friend, was lying down flat sleeping, No FAIR !! As the early sun rose, we did some warm up and etc.. The comanders decided to incharge each group with an egg to learn about responsibility. This egg would later ruin my day.We played some games and by lunch was puffing slightly..

I noticed the food was a bit little. I love to eat and with this camp's activities i felt i could eat a whole cow and drink a lake.After the meal, hungrily i went find my group and help to finish our nature invention, another stupid activity. When i sat down, kneeding some leaves to make a fan, Then I accidentaly knocked down the bottle holding the egg.SMACK right on the ground, Crap!! Maybe the cloth cushion the fall, maybe it didnt break. As i opened it and unravel the cloth, I saw a crack the shape of the river nile on the side it fell.. Thanks Thanks Raja Mahadi PrefectBoard 4 sending me to this @#$% camp. I thank Jesus that i was teamed with a compassianate teamLEADER and sympathetic members/friends =)

After that we had a sexiest costume/dance contest won by dash dash dash.. Sherran, our leader almost won. I think the judges are sexists hehe..Moving on, we had a river walk. I, megga and navin were holding hands like true gays walking along the icy, wonderful feeling water haha..Did i mention we had to crawl on mud that smelled like urine and plasticine, while making sheep sounds. This is by far the most interesting camp i have ever been, But i would soon be wrong

During the night we presented our finished invention and group yell to the audience with a rouse of applause.The most funny invention was the 'Ahh..fan', This made the top comander laugh his socks off haha=D..I thought we could sleep now but a beep on the whistle sends us running to the field, ready for the Night Walk.Great, more walking

As I waited 4 my turn, I managed to grap a 1/2 hour snooze. To kill time i made new friends and strengthened old friendships. When it was my turn it was 3am, oh well might as well get it over with.. As i walked i felt a sense of aloneness i never felt b4. As the sight of the crowd behind me dissapear, I felt the cripping fear in my veins. But i also felt as though i was not alone. There were strange footsteps and visions that im not allowed to tell.I would later find out it was just a act played by the comanders. I pray to Jesus to accompany me and i soon felt at peace..In fact this is the most peace i had during this camp. Not the walks, not the flow of the river but the simple company of a silent friend and companion at my side. And as i walked back to camp, hands on my head like war prisonars, under the orange rays emitted by the street lights, with the sound of rushing water on my right, filling the air with a cool, rainy scent, I felt at peace and full of grace..  zzzz...

A trip to Pengawas Camp 2009

DAY 1

It happened on 18 and ended on the 20/april. I was reluctant to go cause i just finish the 2nd trial exams and just wanted to take a break at home, not fair l3.. i arrived at school just in time b4 the bus left and took my seat next to a form 3 malay girl. During the journey i chit chated to her, huei yen and a few more people and i was begining to enjoy this camp cuz i love making new friends.Sherran hosted a game where u had to do what the audience told u. i had to bow down and ask a girl out 4 coffee, hehe..

At the camp site, we did some exercises and learnt some commands. This camp was more like boot camp and the camp commanders were as fierce as dogs.. I almost lost my bag while joggong to the camp site, malu banyak, good thing a friend picked it up 4 me. Firstly, the comanders told us about the rules, regulations, blah, blah..., next we did some more exercise like rolling like a log on the wet grass.

 afterthat we were instructed to set up camp, yeah =) i joined megga, navin, kuben, and liew and set the tent on the road next to an open hall fairly quickly. After dinner, we had some laughs during the opening ceremony, once we had to make our cellphone brand ringtones, our group of 5 was "hello moto"haha.. We played an explorerace and ice breaker until 2 pm!! I was glad when we could finally sleep. i quickly wash up but couldnt bath cause there was no water, great..But there was a problem, the tent couldn fit all 5 of us. so i, liew & kuben slept first.At 3am i was woken up by gossip talk outside the tent, selfish buggers.

Then, i saw navin was sleeping on meggas chest,while megga slept on a his bag. i placed a bag under my back and lied on on his belly. Soo comfortable..His hands over us and warmth made me very sleepy.we chated a bit and slowly dosed off. b4 i slept i saw how a dark a forest can be. The absolute darkness coupled with that irritating cricket sound made it difficult to sleep.and then came a soft rumbling sound. I tried to figure out wahat was it and realised it was meggas stomach grumbling.a friend can heal pain in many ways and i dosed off along with my gay friends and meggas stomach..        

Coke means a drink or a carbon compound, C, in form 4 chemistry

My very first posted video, yeah !!

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Happening

A lot has happened at my home residence.. The tomatoes are now adult tomatoes, bearing little children. My baby cabbage has reached puberty and still gets daily urine baths from tyson, BAD TYSON !!!  When i see all these things, i would say in my mind

"im not going to let SPM, moral project or anything ruin this moment... not even 

the urine bath."

MY BABIES, " tears of joy" =)

Son, You are now big enough to venture to the outside world.You have 

 endure acidic urine and excessive attention from Tyson.Be blessed and go forth

to prosper. Dont forget to visit your mommy and daddy ah..

wHaT dO U MEan "bleehh !!", u come here young man, urinating on poor old cabbage..

BAD BOXER, no dinner!! 

And.. oh! Miss Kampung Chicken has become a 3rd mother, with 4 eggs. Yeah.. free eggs, and organic too..But there is a down side, the eggs are sooo small. I thought they would be like the normal tesco brand size. They are actually smalleeerr.Pathetic..   T-T   Miss kampung, u have failed the chong family, now you will become Miss Roasted Kampung Chicken.. My brother says that size doesnt matter but quality not quantity counts. A kampung egg is said to have thicker white yolk and a golden yellow center compared to normal eggs, Thats why its more expensive lol..

Im not so sure i would eat that... sorry Bro, but 4 this, i say quality is in the 

eye of the beholder haha..

All noise and small eggs.. Sad case

A cold stormy night.. something stirs..

ITS.. BAnana GIant